omfg. im so obsessed to fated to love you and caused me to be obsessed with jing tian ruan or ethan ruan. sometimes they call him xiao ruan. dunno why but i searched it and it says tht. he's so handsome even though he's 26 already ( lols ) he's really handsome im tellin' ye ~ omg. i wish i can find a guy look like him. if someone court me de attitude, looks and just like handsome like him. lols i will marry him~ hahahah. just kiddin'.


and because of obsession. i have a dream abt him. theres a day tht he go to my place and he sed to me tht if he can marry me. and i sed "yes". of course i agreed because i love him [ i mean in my dream ] and after months i think. we got a baby. but its still in my tummy. haha lols. and were so happy. omg. but after tht hapiness ~ theres bad news. theres a time tht he nver tok to me and dont even want to get close to me. and then im asking him why? and he just ignoring me. da hek! haha. and grandma (also in fated) hab invited me to eat at de restaurant with him. and grandma said to me tht i should eat beside him. so i sitted beside him. and i keep talking to him and still he didnt answer. i didnt finished my food yet but im so mad tht why doesnt he answering me? wht did i do? and then i "walk-out" and then he said "wait. i got a surprised to you so tht im not talking to you"

and suddenly. THE FONE RANG. and i wake up. i dndt know wht happened next. arrgh. i ddnt know hu call. im so sad tht i dont know wht's de surprise. eeeks. tht all :)