"Fated"

by ysha

When I first met you,

I thought I would forget you.

I couldn't for get you name,

Who wouldn't thought we're the same.

My first impression is you we're kind,

Your first impression is I'am fine.

Is is like this always? They put me on shame?

But why does everything beetween us would be the same?

Maybe we're fated to love each other,

Even though we are far from one another.

I know we always fight,

But its part of the relationship,right?

Even though our love is cruel,

I know we'll fight and survive this battle.

I know we'll fight again next time,

But please don't leave me at that time?

I'm gonna make this love strong,

and you'll just gonna make it long.

Even though we'll waste many sweat.

I will love you until my last breath. ♥

This is my first ever made poem! Please dont use or steal this for your own good or whatsoever. Its only for my one and only .... ♥. I'm also not allowing this to be borrowed or what :D Im begging, please don't :)

hmmm.. i'll share my dream on the past few days.. and this time its not a mystery guy.. i know who is he! but i wont tell who he is =p anyway...

my first dream was..
last time i shared abt a mystery guy that ive always dreaming of.. my last dream abt him was kissing him right? but this time.. i saw his face and i know who it is! hahaha.. but i wont tell who is it. just a few people will know. depends on the person :) anyway its only a short dream.. in my dream me and that guy is in a relationship [ in my dreams, alright? ] after that we're talking in our living room. just talking and talking until he look directly in to my eyes. and i really felt kilig. hahaha. after that he kissed me on my cheeks. and thenn.. he kiss me on my lips. he pushed me on the sofa and start kissing me by french kiss. and then i woke up.. hahahahaha! its sooo weird. hahaha.

hi! its been a while since i updated my blog.. isn't it? ehhhhh, wait! "a while?" haha.. no i meant its beeeen a long time since i updated my blog :) today i will be starting sharing of my thoughts, dreams and things I've done. i would be also starting to use my language which is Tagalog. if my readers cant understand. just click here to translate the Filipino word into English. haha :) I would asloo.. start deleting vids i shared here and pictures. i would share more words than pictures now to avoid making my blog messy. i hope you can enjoy my blog ^^

I almost watched all of my CD's here. And i noticed that the other main characters we're bad boy and the other one is good girl that will change the bad boy into a good one. Its like the good girl is changing the bad boy to express the bad boy's real personality inside him. Other said that bad boys were good that good boys. Why? Because "Other" bad boys were expressing their real fealings but "Other" good boys dont express their real feelings, they just do the good boy does but when they get mad their really diffrent. Thats what other said. But i know boys have diffrent attitude. So no offense to those boys who will read this. ^^ So Bad boys are not that bad after all! Hahhaa! XD

MArs is love did you know that? Hahaha. Im so addicted to red that i almost get addicted to mars; because its red! Lols. Hahaha~ And you know, I saw a taiwanese drama and the main character is Mars! and the one who role it is Jiro Wang! ( From Fahrenheit ♥) Weeee. Im so happy. And Ive already finished watching it. So inlove with Mars ( The Planet )

Yesterday we celebrated the linggo ng wika. We have contest for year level's. We called it "Dul-Say-Awit". Dula means Act. Sayaw means dance. And Awit is Sing. We will act,dance and sing from the movie "Baler".

And guess what? we were the champions!! woooo.
We we're so happy. Because last year. We we're the loser one. The Last place!
So we try our best to get that first place. And luckily we got it!
Thank God! :D
That's for today~
Bye (:

Fahrenheit is LOVE (:
im so damn inlove with them especially WU CHUN <3 and i have a crush on JiRO WANG (: oh by the way let me introduce.. THE FAHRENHEiT ..

VERii SHUAii <3 (*Shuaii* - Handsome)

In their MV "Xin WO ( New Home ) - Feat. S.H.E. [ thats their theme song in the drama romantic princess ] they have a anime character .. ang they really look like them .. here's the pic of it :


AARON YAN -- WU CHUN -- JiRO WANG -- CALViN CHEN
very cute right? (:

omg .. finalyy !! exams are over .. im so exhausted ..
but luckily i still can play computer~ yay ^^
omg i cant tell anything .. what else can i say?
ohh well, im so exited whether wu chun or joe cheng will have a new drama or whatever.
im so waiting for it .. okay thats all ..
gonna play audi now .. bye (:

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wooooo. another post of my blog and its abt MY MYSTERY DREAM BOY. i really really want to meet this guy in real life. too bad its kinda confusing who is the guy here. hahaha its so funny because its just like a novels with episodes or sequels hahaha. well i'll tell you the story then.

1st day of my dream
well the first day of this dream started at the mall, i met this guy he's tall i think i cnt really remember well he invited me in some kind of restaurant i think and then he buy some french fries cos its his favourite and i dunno i think its just snack and guess what. sinubuan nia ako yay!(well i dunno whts the english of tht. lols) after tht im so very very kilig ( i also dnt know XD) then we became friends!

2nd day of my dream
the second day of my dream is very very very creepy i thnk in this part i think me and tht mystery dream boy are in relasionship. woaaah and then he invited me in his house. after tht in his room it began to brownout. well his windows are transparent so the moon gives light so we go near to the window of his house. in his window their is a small table i so i put my hands on it and the unexpected happened he touched my hand so i looked at him and then he kiss me on my cheeks so i was very shocked so i kiss him too(in his cheeks). hahahaha

3rd day of my dream
in this 3rd day of my dream is extreamly wild. hahahaha. i thnk me and tht mystery guy are married. and i think our parents, friends etc etc. dont know tht so we hide it tht were married. and then one day the secret is revealed! hahaha they know it already. then i was so scared tht my hubby would be mad at me. but i have no choice we sleep together. so in tht time when he's sleeping i sneek and whisper "im sry" but i dndt know tht he's still awake(but he's eyes are closed) and then he told me "why are you saying sry to me?" and i replied "cos they already knew. wht shud we do? are u mad at me?" then he said "no, i nver been mad at you and i nver wish to be. cos i lab yu and it will nvr change, and i'll will fix this problem abt out parents i know they'll understand." and then i was so speechless tht i want to cry of his sweetness. so i just kiss him. but not just kiss. its passionate oh my gosh. (i dont even know how to kiss like tht but its good hahaha) and then he said "ok ok enough with the drama lets sleep now. i know ur tired" then we sleep and its so sweet because while we were sleeping he's hugging me. hahaha! ( nkakakilig oh my gawdd)


and thats it! i wish i will dream abt him again! hahahaha and i wish i'll meet him in real life too lols. please wait for the next episode or should i say sequel? hahaha. pls pray for me to dream abt him again so i can add more episodes XDDDDDDD bye :DD

weeeeeeeee. did you know tht i just ask my dad if the camera their in the other county is not that expensive, so dad said yea its kinda cheap here. so i ask how abt a slim camera with big pixels. he said its now tht expensive so i told him, "uhmmmm, can ya buy me one? hm advance burdeii gift?" so guess wht dad say. hahaha. he CANT refuse me he love me so much. but yeaa he buy me one and its color red. DAMN i love it hahaha. thnks to dad and tht camera will be a big big big or HUGE inpiration in my studies. hahaha lols.

oh btw, i got a new wallpaper in my roooom. ad its color red too. yay and my bedsheet is also red. woooooo im so adickted to red ohh yeaaa! damn i was thinking if i can buy a red cellphone too right? hahahaha well lets see in the future XD bye :D

awooo. i wanna buy buy buy. but like wht i said i dont have not enough MONEY. i just wanna buy new cellphone. uhmm a slide phone.i got 4 cellphones. i planned tht i'll just sell my 3 old cellphone and the money i earn there. i would buy new cellphone. so i will have 2 cellphone. the slide one(the one i wanna buy, but i guess i cnt XD) and the flip phone(my phone right now). but i also want my own camera. lols. we have a camera but i really want my own. but anyway. i guess i wanna sell also my old clothes(the clothes i wear when i was a litle kid. cause i still have it. lol)so i can buy them. BUT I THINK ITS ALL JUS A DREAM. ahaha. but lets see. if i try. maybe someday i can buy this two. :]

yea its summer. i was so exited before because summer is coming. because i thing it would be fcukin' fun. but guess what? ohh no? i never expected that it is so damn boring! omg. i wish school days is coming. but i will still wait 1 month. lol. but i guess its also kinda fun. cause no assignments, quizzes, and exams. lols.

omg. no classes. no MONEY. ahahahaa. and guess what? mom and i have a fight about that fcukin EP. cause she's the one buying it. lol. and we kinda fight. she's said that this is the last one you would buy ep. OMFG. i dont wanna do tht. but i wanna respect my mom i said OK. but still NO MONEHHH. arggh. i wanna shop and everything. but. i cnt. anyway. thts all for this post.

hmmm.. comedy time. lolss. i just think that i'll just post my jokes in my cellphone so i can delete them. hahaha.

"Ringtone"

Nasa elevator ka with your crush. tapos bigla kang napautot. XD
ano gagawin mo? just smile tapos sabihin mo.
"Cute ng ringtone ko noh? Gusto mo send ko sayo?"

hahahaha XD.

"Estudyante and the Driver (part 1)"

E: Mama bayad!
D: san galing?
E: Sa Akin!
D:(loko to ah) San Papunta?
E: Eh di Sayo! Tanga.


"Estudyante and the Driver (part 2)

E: Manong,bayad ho.
D: San Galing?
E: Eh di sa bulsa ko
D: Hindi, San sumakay?
E: Eh di sa Jeep nio.
D: (loko to ah, bigyan ko nga ng kulang na sukli)
E: Oh manong, bakit kulang to? Magkano ba Quiapo?
D: Baket? Bibilihin mo?

hahahaha XD.

"Copmpilation ng mga pamatay na hirit"

*kumain kb ng asukal?
-an tamis kxe nan ngiti m.

*may lahi kbng keyboard?
-type kxe kta.

*pa2pulis kta!
-ninakaw m kc puso qo.

*are yu a dictionary?
-coz yu add meanin to my lyp.

*bangin kb?
-nahulog kxe aqo xeu ee.

*mei eraser kb?
-nde kxe kta mabura sa icp qo ee.

Pamatay na reply:

*excuse me, kumain ka b ng mais?
-ang corny mo kxe ee.

weee. this is another short love story. and story that ends with a sweet but a little sad ending. i think its not love story anymore. lols.


"Goodbye"

There was a boy who loved her girlfriend so much. but her girlfriend was destined to die after a year because of leukemia. his girlfriend ask "How much do you love me?" the boyfriend smile and said. "i love you so much that i even forget how to live without you" the girlfriend ask "how if im already gone?" he answered "if your going away, dont say goodbye" the girlfriend ask "why?" the boy hug her so tight and said...



..."so i'll think that i can wait for someone, even though you'll not comeback"

i got another short love story. but sad to say. this another one ends with a sad ending. this one is tagalog version. so if americans read this well find people who can transalate this. lols.


"Brownout"

Merong lalaking na confined sa ospital ng 3 buwan. ang kanyang girlfrienday laging naanjan para alagaan ang kanyang boyfriend. isang araw yung babae ay kailangan umuwi para maligo. hinalikan nya ang kanyang boyfriend bago siya umalis. nung nasa elivator na siya. nag brownout! bigla siya umiyak.

alam niyo ba kung bakit siya umiyak?...




...kuryente lang bumubuhay sa boyfriend nya. :(

i just decided to post this short love story from my friends tht they have send me in my cellphone. so here it is.


"Flight"

two lovers had to go to separate ways. the boy will study in an exclusive skool for boys in a foreign country. they talk the night before his flight. the boy asked if the girl can run away with him, but the girl refused. early next day the girl watched the news that a plane crashed and a lot of teen boys died.. that was the flight of his boyfriend. with so much pain, she comitted suicide. her cp rang. a boy left a message...






..."babe, i missed the flight because i talk to you last night, i just want you to know that im fine. i miss you babe,Call me"

oye. i love my new blog skin. its a redgirl there <-- its so cute. it also have a blur right in her nose. haha. and i would like to thank to eunice [ you can find her in my links ] she teach me how to put skins and edit it. and i also thx to her because she is the also one who teach me to put cbox in my blogger. but today i change my comment box. i just searched and searched until i found it. anyway it really take time to finish your blogskin. because if you put he codes. you will also edit it ALL. so if your familiar in HTML its easy for you to edit it. but if your not. better use simple layouts for your blogger. but at first i dndt know how to edit this things but when eunice teach me i already know how :) [ thx to her again xD ] this all im gonna say for now. im out of words. ahahaha. bye :)

wee, i got a laptop i named it also. so where reca came from? my laptop is Acer. so i decided to flip de name. so its Reca. so where lappy came from? its easy. de shortcut of laptop is lappy. so there yu hab it. its boring right? is just a piece of junk. but next tym im gonna share yu de picci op Reca Lappy. hmm btw, yu cn call her Reca only. or yu can also call her Lappy. anything yu lyk. oki tht's all. bye now. :D

omfg. im so obsessed to fated to love you and caused me to be obsessed with jing tian ruan or ethan ruan. sometimes they call him xiao ruan. dunno why but i searched it and it says tht. he's so handsome even though he's 26 already ( lols ) he's really handsome im tellin' ye ~ omg. i wish i can find a guy look like him. if someone court me de attitude, looks and just like handsome like him. lols i will marry him~ hahahah. just kiddin'.


and because of obsession. i have a dream abt him. theres a day tht he go to my place and he sed to me tht if he can marry me. and i sed "yes". of course i agreed because i love him [ i mean in my dream ] and after months i think. we got a baby. but its still in my tummy. haha lols. and were so happy. omg. but after tht hapiness ~ theres bad news. theres a time tht he nver tok to me and dont even want to get close to me. and then im asking him why? and he just ignoring me. da hek! haha. and grandma (also in fated) hab invited me to eat at de restaurant with him. and grandma said to me tht i should eat beside him. so i sitted beside him. and i keep talking to him and still he didnt answer. i didnt finished my food yet but im so mad tht why doesnt he answering me? wht did i do? and then i "walk-out" and then he said "wait. i got a surprised to you so tht im not talking to you"

and suddenly. THE FONE RANG. and i wake up. i dndt know wht happened next. arrgh. i ddnt know hu call. im so sad tht i dont know wht's de surprise. eeeks. tht all :)

awts. errrr. i'm so tired waiting for this movie in de night and guess what? everytime i watch it i get so mad. after kxe nun~ bigla nlng mag cocomercial. as in nasayang eung tym kaka commecial. tatlong beses lan tuloy eung papakita sa tv. bgla nln ssbhen "abangan bukas" kabanas ee ~ errr. prng nde pa nga eun buo nan episode part ee. prng 10 mins lang halos puro commercial. shit. kainis tlga eee >:[ pero hyaan mo na. natapoz qo nanaman eun chaka meh cd aqo nun. kaso, mas mgnda tlga pag tagalog eee. nde eung babasahin mo pa. pero kainis din eee. ambilis matapoz. hay nako. hyaan mo n nga >:[

Woah ! de vampire creep # 2 is so crazy ! HELL YEA ! hahahahahh ! u know why ? why ? why ? we just chat , uhmm . i think a minutes ago , haha i let him to read my blog :3 , after that we cha chat , talk talk talk . until he say to me " next time if i bite ya i'll put deadly poison on my teeth " WOAHH ! CREEPY ? ROFL ! whahahah xD . what da hell is he thinking ? WTF . hahah . i dun wanna die early ? lols . this is maa message fer him : yo ! vampire creep ! ya know what ? da wan u bite last thursday , it olredi hab " pasa " ! eeks . it hurts u know dat ? yikes . but if ya wanna apologize ? APOLOGY ACCEPTED [agad? xD] wahahahhah ! . emf emf . thats all . woo . i'll TRY to fight back to ye ! hell yea ! i'll TRY . xD . thats all ! xD

Woo ! we got a praktis today , uhmm we praktis dance fer our cheering in sports fest on 02/18/09 - 02/19/09 - 02/20/08 :D yay ! de steps is kinda hard but i can do it ! ohh yea ! i CAN ! hahah x) . i wish we cn win ! woo ! especially at voleyball :D ! wee , eventhough we dont dance alot . i have fun there ! especially when we go to de playground ! LOL . hahahha . ;) . i wish sumday we can praktis agen there ! its fun ;p

Let's go back to de vampire creeps these one is TAGlish version (tagalog~english) , sorry fer de americans who dont understand ;) . hahaha . uhmm today the teethprints is still on mah hand ! WTF ! the second one who bite me . the wan wif " tanggal balat " . and you know what ? " MAY PASA UNG KAGAT NYA ! " WTF ! hell yea its true . effing ass . >:) . en da wan who is de rabbit wan wahah , still hurtsz too . but no "pasa" . errrm . dunnno wat to say . it still really hurtz . LOL . i really need to fight back >:) . i'll also bite them ! REALLY HARD ! hahahahahah xD , ROFL . " JUST WAIT FOR ME ON MONDAY VAMPiRE CREEPS iLL EAT YE ! " WTF . i mean . i'll bite ye ! wahahahahahahahaha . xD

Happy Valentines ♥ guys and gals ! woohoo ! Got a date today ? haha . i have a date also . guess who ? MY MOM♥ ! wahaha . LOLZ . i cant date anyone unless my parents . haha . u know why ? coz its de parents attitude ryt ? ROFL x) . anyway , i'll go to SM later . i think i wanna buy CD of hs5 ? uhmm , i just wanna try it ;) but audi is still de best among all de online games i've played ;p , and i think i wanna watch cinema . LOL . i dunno what movie im gonna watch , i think wen i met u ? WTF . eeks , i think its boreng ><" . haha . woo ! im to busy later ! yikes . and i wanna eat at maxx >:) ! oha o.o" . im so starvin' x) .

anyway , its my 2 classmates birthday today . uhmm in our fake family tree in classroom . de bithday celebrant is my son and my grandaughter , my son is one of de vampire creeps i talk about last thing i post . wahaha , his de second one who bite me that is " tanggal ung balat " . LOL . hell yea ! he's de one ! anyway . happy birthday to them ! wish them all de best :) !

Hi there , guess what ? ive been eaten ! haha . by a vampire creeps ! LOLS . i mean my classmates . wahaha . i'll tell ye de story .

We ar playin' and laughing en eveything , suddenly my classmate hold my hand and he bite my hand [ i'm wearing jacket tht time ] , then my clasmate saw my classmate biting my hand , my classmate was jealous [ coz my hand is soft and fatty XD ] my clasmate also bite me ! WTF ! the second one who try biting me really hurts ! eventhough i'm wearing a jacket . u know what happen ? WTF . " natanggal balat qo " . OMG . so de other one AGAin is jealous . and guess what ? he also bite me . my gawd . funny thing is ! he's teethprints (i called the " bakat na ngipin " as " teethprints " XDD . ) is like a rabbit . wahaha . and de second guy bite me again like combo's . " pinapak " wahahah . WTF . dunno why their biting me . i guess im sweet xD . wahaha . and i SWEAR . i'll fight back on monday . gonna bite them too >:) . ROFL . hahhaa >:)

First time talk to sistah sushii jie in cp..[miki <3]>
Wee.. //JAN 29// ..
Unforgetable date im sure..
The first time my "sushii jie" talk to me on cellphone..
But eventhough she's cebuana..
Sha talk tagalog clear..
but if ya see her in youtube with our other friend..
OMG..! you'll laugh because.. she talk with our friend with no connect on the topic.. XD..
hahhaha.. any way.. She's so fun to be with if you play with her in audi and talk to ym.. and eventhough in cellphone.. she's so fun to be with.. im sure if you'll frend with her.. you'll never regret that you have her.. im really happy to have my sistah sushii jie.. ^w^..
I'll treat her as my real big sistah.. even though we're far away from each other..
There's only one thing that we never do.. and that's.. we nver met yet.. but we saw our pics already.. we talk in ym.. we talk in cp.. we chat in ym.. we play in audi.. so many connections.. and i wish sumday.. me.. and her.. will meet.. ^^..
I think this is the best day of my life :)..

♥I copy this in my diary. so here it goes ::

Got another one . AGAiN ?!!? XDD

Hell yea.. got a new one. haha. im really crazy right..? well. he's cute. kinda tall. love his eyes. love the way he talk , he walk , he dresses and the way he jokes. haha. yeaa. i like him alot. he already know that i have crush on him. also my classmates. yeaa right. most of them know about him that i have a crush on him. i even make a code name for him to not notced it. but guess what. someone discover it and they tell it to him. but before he know that code name. i already told him that i kinda have a crush on him. uhmm. ok have a crush on him. and he just say " its ok. we can be still friends" so i was so happy and told him to talk to me even though he already know. then he promised. and when my classmates discover that code name. they told to him. and this days. he's teasing me. and hes teasing me using his code name.. its like " boto xa para dun.. eh xa nga un e" ayt .. >_<

♥This story is about last year. i forgot to put it here. i copy this in my diary. so here it goes ::

my gawd. nver tought he's so annoying .. o.o" ok that's it ..! i dont like him anymore.. so i'll just fond another one..? hahahaa. ok let's just see abt dat :D

♥This story is about last year. i forgot to put it here. i copy this in my diary. so here it goes ::


**After Few weeks.**


This is totally totally retarded. -_-. i forgot him for my friend because. my friend love him so much. or should i say they have a past. so i really must forgot him. but im not hurt or sumthing like dat. because he's only my crush. its like "paghanga" not love :). so then after that there's a guy that is really funny. and i think im the only girl that he always talking to. or should i say the only girl he's toking to. i think he's kind like that. because he tell me his secrets like that. and only me. yeaa. thats right. only me. so i think after that i been liked him. :)

♥This story is about last year. i forgot to put it here. i copy this in my diary. so here it goes ::
i know this is weird but. i already removed my first crush in my mind and got another one..? my gawd. this is crazy man. i'll like this other guy because he's joking me that he like me. i kinda like dat eventhough its a joke. haha. because everytime he say that i always ot blushed and my heart beats so fast like i dunno. its crazy im telling ya. hahaha. he's kinda cute also. funny. he kinda look like my other couzin. what i like most about him is his eyes. he's like "chinito". haha. i like when he look at my eyes long. i feel like im melting like an ice. hahaha. that's it. im crazy. hahha.

♥This story is about last year. i forgot to put it here. i copy this in my diary. so here it goes ::

Woah. i dont know why but when evrytime teacher's call me. they'll shout my name and shout with weird tone. haha. its crazy. i always laugh when they say that. haha. they'll just shout " TRiiiiiiiSHHHAAA..!! " just like that. funny right..? LOL. XD. but im glad thay know my name. hahaha. :). im glad to find new friends. there are sure really friendly :)

♥This story is about last year. i forgot to put it here. i copy this in my diary. so here it goes ::

-- My First Day in school is nice. Well asusual. we introduce are selves to them. we met many friends. and there's this guy. he's cute. quiet. nice. and he's really handsome i'm telling ya! haha. i really love the way he talk. the way he walk. he's my first crush in our classroom. hahaha. and after our class. i'll find my cousin because she knows where we will ride to go to home. BUT !! suddenly when i come in- in our service i SAWW HiMM !! my gawd. and when i sit in there. he's in front of me. my gawd im so blushing that time. haha. i told my couzin he's my classmate. and my couzin said to me he look like his big bro. so i kinda laugh because its true. he really look my other couzin(his big bro). he's so cute my gawd. :) hope to see him again tommorow :) --

-- Hi there. Its me Trish. This is my first time to blog. I think your wondering why im trying to make blog. its just because i want my online diary. becauseits more easier to type than to write some suffs om my diary. but i have my diary as well. but sometimes i forgot to write because its to hard to write all ur stuffs in yer diary. its confusing. but i really love to surf net. so i decided to make my onine diary. where everyone can see it. hahaha. anyway. thx for reading this. :) i'll try to update this always. :D. gonna go now. Need to pla AUDiTiON DANCE BATTLE ONLiNE [ PHILIPPINES ] hahahha.. bye then :3 --